June 20

"Everyone is tested. One might think it is unfair to be singled out and subjected to a particular temptation, but this is the purpose of mortal life to be tested. And the answer is the same for everyone: we must, and we can, resist temptations of any kind." - Boyd K. Packer

This has been the focus of my thoughts and studies over the past week or weeks or maybe really even my mission. Mainly, in relation to the temptations that I struggle with and the blocks I have stumbled over. I have learned that as we study every day and pray alongside that study to overcome our temptations, addictions, problems, and afflictions that the exact amount of power needed from the spirit can enter into us. Not simply an overpowering force that makes us choose good and righteousness without any other option, but helps us see the Plan of Salvation and the pivot that comes with our own individual agency. If there was no temptation we would have no agency (2 Nephi 2:11). If there was no agency we would have no progression and the Plan of Salvation as we know it would be null and void. In fact, as we know, we would not be here, but Adam and Eve would still be loitering around "Central Park" of the Garden of Eden.

This life is to be tested. You have the power to pass that test with flying colours. You have the power to overcome all evil. Christ has already broken the bands of death. Physical and Spiritual(sin) death. What we sometimes do is hold onto our chains and put them back on when we can have freedom. Why are you holding onto your chains? Or What chains are you holding onto? Both questions I have had to repeatedly ask myself before I came to any solid conclusion if I have yet.

We all have little things that plague us, but don't be overwhelmed if you can see them. Focus on the big gorilla hanging on you first and then the next biggest. Soon we can have peace with ourselves when the Gorillas are in the cage and we are free of any chains or bars. We will also find ourselves at a much higher plane than when we started.

I love you all,

Elder Blackburn